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Happy New Years everyone!

I have just 1 question, what's your new years resolution?

I wanna know, pwease *puppy dog eyes*

Mines is to become a vegan by its June and learn how to play the guitar that I got. =)

damn im bored.

steph

Merry Christmas!!!!

I hope you get what you wanted and have

a wonderful where ever you are now!!!

haha i couldnt resist icons!!!

Steph

p.s. thank you everyone who gave me a present except for liz cuz i dont think i deserve a lump of coal!! <3

that my claustrophobia has gotten better but minus that i cant take it anymore. i want it all to end. all that people see are the stupid smiles that i make, a better nicer me that i didnt have before and my stupid jokes. i have alot of pain inside and cant take all the pressure i get from everyone. music tends to be my only escape and so is blood.

but thats not enough. maybe suicide is the way to go.

steph

hola,

  como esta? i really dont why im writing stuff. i guess its because that im really just aaahhhhhhh. now im just really confused about crap. im busy as hell making codes for people which should have been easy but people made complicated. i need help relaxing/calming down. maybe having a drink will help or blood. but i think i need real help cuz for some weird reason i have problems breathing outside and i almost bumped into, fell down some stairs, almost fainted and cant see very well.

  i really dont know whats wrong with me but i guess its nothing that a little manga, anime, music, maybe alcohol and being lazy wont help with. minus that im super bored. i wanna hear something stupid now. hahaha oxygen cookies.

what do u guys think? do i need to get help?

i forgot to say that i dont have a normal body temperature either. its way below average and if you felt my hands they would cold even in a hot room.

laterz,

steph =) =)

I got tagged by Lera =), thankies

So here's my list:

1. A wonderful Christmas for everyone
2. A new computer
3. A guitar
4. I want Patrick Stump!!!!
5. Better grades
6. Learn to speak Japenese to get into that university
7. To meet some of you peoples
8. I'll give this to anyone who wants it

I hope you guys liked it. I really don't know who to tag so everyone is tagged and some random people I chose.

Steph

Thanks to all of you who have dropped me a present on my page already.

Lots of love

Ello Maties,

I have alot of randomness for some weird reason and it continues. I'm really random at school. I tend to say "Jack ,the pumpkin king!!!" everyday like 3 or 4 times. I tend to really random when I'm on the computer like that one pic I made like 1 or 2 days ago that Kris has. I came out pretty good. This tends to have no relation of what I was suppose to write about.

Wait, I just forgot what I'm suppose to write about. Hold on...*two minutes later literally*

I remember now. A random poem I wrote that sucks i think yesterday or the day before. I have bad memory ok. Deal with it!! Here I's go:

The tears upon your face tell nothing about

your sadness but about your fear to live on

The cuts upon your arm are just counts

of how many times your heart's been broken

But you never give up or give in to it all

You just wait for the feeling to end

Spin the dice, wait for the snake eyes

to see inside you

Now, let it all go and live a life

renewed.

I hoped you guys kinda uhh liked it cuz I really dont.

Steph

ignore me if you see me 'cause I just don't give a shit

god dang cobra starship and your catchy lyrics

  No, I'm not giving away free rice but you can. This goes out to all you people who say that you'll help out other people but never do. Now is your chance. Free Rice is a is a sister site of the world poverty site, Poverty.com which is a website that helps feed people throughout the world get food for free.

   The hungry cannot live on rice alone. To ensure people relying on food aid for survival receive the minimum 2,100 kilocalories necessary to lead a healthy life, WFP rations include vegetable oil, pulses, cereal blends, bread, sugar and salt.

   The best part is that they make it easy for people to donate. All you have to do is play a little game that you can cheat on. The game also makes you smarter for all you slow people out there like me. So please play to help out other people in the world that need it!!!

Just click this link http://www.freerice.com/index.php to play!!!

Steph

P.S. I've already donated over 1000 grains of rice and you could do so too.

I got tagged by Mary,bdenstrophywife. I hope you guys like it.

The 10 guys I would kiss right now:

10.Patrick Stump

He is so smexy with an awesome voice!!

9. Kenny

Why Kenny? He's so adorable and maybe if I kiss him, he wont die anymore.

8.Jared Leto

He's such a great actor and singer.

7.Tom Kaulitz

He's plays the guitar sooo good and he's different from his brother which is a plus.

6.Ferard

To me they are one person!!! xp

5.Sasuke

I love this dude! He wont give up and wants to kill his brother. Who wouldnt want a guy like that?!

4.Jack

Jack is one of the coolest people ever even if he is dead. Even knows I still love him for that. Plus, he seems more alive than we do.

3.Gerard Way

He has an awesome voice that cures any problem and has awesome dance moves. And the only one I know that plays Guitar Hero w/ a pic. He's special.

2.Frankie Iero

Frankie Frankie Frankie! He's different. He hard to crack down. He's an another Sasuke but with awesome guitar skills.

1.Patrick Stump

Did I already say Patrick? Oh well. I have to admit that I love this guy. If I could really get that kiss, I'll be happy than maybe kidnap him. mwahaha jk or am i? ;)

Hope you guys liked my list.

Steph

Thanks to AbsolutePunk.net for this article, Fall Out Boy might have a movie/documentary.

Famed documentarian Albert Maysles may be 80 years old, but he can still hang. The director, who created the hit movie "Grey Gardens" with his brother David in 1975 about two kooky elderly women - relatives of Jacqueline Kennedy Onassis - who lived in a decrepit East Hampton mansion, is now working on a much different project. He's been riding on Fall Out Boy's tour bus and taping the band behind the scenes for a new documentary on them. "The band is having a great time hearing all his war stories about the Stones, Grateful Dead, [Fidel] Castro," said an insider. "They're really getting along, and they really like each other."

That seems so cool. I would see that movie in a heart beat. I think it'll be cool to see whats behind the scenes.